23. Brisbane/HK/SL. Medical Scientist.
'it's a bitter sweet symphony, this life'.
  • don’t read if you’re religious.

    okay guys, seriously, stop relying on God all the time. He’s not here anymore. 

    He left so that he could see if we can act like ‘humans’ the way he wished to see. And I don’t think he’ll ever come back since we’ve messed up everything.

    Frankly speaking, there’s no such thing as heaven or hell. 

    Earth IS hell. 

    Think about it. 

  • "I miss you, but I refuse to cave to text you first."
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  • "I am so sorry to all the people I hurt while I was hurting."
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  • "Hands can tell you the real truth about someone. The way they rise or fall, so often unconscious of their sadness or grace, can signal final defeat or love that hides behind a straight face or cynical smile."
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  • "Some women let you kiss them while some kissed you back— but just. Others kissed with enthusiasm, but it was with the same kind of enthusiasm they felt for a good meal, a Bette Davis film, or a lovely present they’d just been given. But she was different. She was hungry for you, hungry to kiss you, to hear what you had to say; hungry to tell you what was on her mind."
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  • sometimes I just want to pack up everything and leave without notifying anyone. I need my space. I can’t help others anymore. I need to look after myself first, something that I haven’t been doing. I never looked after myself. I always put others first but I’m tired now. It’s exhausting. 

    People who actually care would understand if not then I don’t know if they have any shred of respect left for me. 

    And this Mirtazapine doesn’t seem to have an effect on me because I honestly can’t tell if I’m okay or worse. Everyday, I pull a poker face.

    I don’t want to live anymore. 

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  • "My wish for you is that you continue. Continue to be who and how you are, to astonish a mean world with your acts of kindness. Continue to allow humor to lighten the burden of your tender heart."
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  • Afraid to Love

    I turn away
    and close my heart—
    to the promise of love
    that is luring.

    For the past has taught
    to not be caught,
    in what is not
    worth pursuing—

    To never do
    the things I’ve done
    that once had led
    to my undoing.” 
    ― Lang Leave, Love & Misadventure

    I can relate to this because I am indeed petrified to love again. 

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    I literally love this, 

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