I FUCKING HATE PERIODS. WHY THE EFF DO I ALWAYS GET SO GOD DAMN EMOTIONAL EVERY MONTH. I HATE THIS.
I normally don’t give up on people unless they are the epitome of perennial filth, but this time I gave up trying to rebuild our friendship.
I have tried, MORE than expected, to fix things between us. Now it just seems like a one-sided friendship where you barely have done anything to mend things. I message you occasionally to ask if you’re okay etc, called you and even posted a “thank you” card all the way to Sydney; what do I get? I’m not expecting anything in return from you but at least try to put some effort to rebuild our friendship.
I’m just tired. I’m tired of always being the one who puts in more effort.
You don’t even bother to just say “Hi”.
Am I not worthy enough?
Say something. Anything.
I’m thinking of getting a tattoo when I get my first salary.
It would simply be “Take it easy”. Because those were the last few words Dad said to me at the hospital.
I want to always be reminded of this whenever I am stressed or sad.
To always, always remember this.
He can sing and play the guitar incredibly well, and has such class. So much win *swoon*
Shame he’s an under-rated singer :/
And you’ll love each day, you’ll find joy in the mornings and life in the evenings. You’ll have so much, and nothing, you’ll have peace in that; because you’ll have Him.
We are striving for a place of renewal, where depression and sadness is gone, and where temporary values have been replaced with eternal values. In the end, we will have given our final sigh, and replaced it with the beginning breath."
It was always difficult
explaining to people
what it felt like to have
the weight of the world
on my shoulders.
can close their eyes
and make the world
I shut my eyes
and see constant chaos;
everything I’ve known
returns to haunt me
and curses my heart
with the cruelest words,
'you're not enough.'